My hair

It's definite, my hair has started to fall out. Not in big chunk like I imagined, but in the normal hair falling way, just much more at a time. If I pull a bit, I can hear it break at the root. Nothing gross, just very real. The big chunks might happen on my pillow tomorrow morning, though. Probably. Most likely. I keep hoping for a miracle, hoping I'm different somehow, hoping I have so much hair on my head that it can't all fall out, but who am I kidding. I wish I looked like Natalie Portman for the next little while. She did the bald head so well. Sigh. I'm scared.